Cried myself to sleep like some sorry ass loser. Okay, I dunno. I can't say I dunno what's wrong with me because I clearly do. I feel like my life has reached some dead end. I feel like there's nothing more for me anymore. I feel tired of trying to be strong and hopeful.

Isn't it time that I put to rest the straight face I've been using in my daily life?

Screw this.. Now what, I need to find myself again? Be strong? Be positive? Why don't you try being positive? Given that 99% of your life sucks.